tell me where it hurts more

the question i ask is rather not academic
but merely based on matters of faith, of love
and of every emotion that has now deserted me.

so now hte question,
whihc really is which
and how much pain is produced
by the trials of fire and of the heart.

pardon my constant instursion
i need to start a discussion
to end my constant illusion
and to be able to set things in motion

look not and scorn
i now stand on empty days
and coldest of nights
i fear even the light

somebody pleas turn of the light
its way past midnight
and i have yet to catch a rest
so tomorrow i can pretend
i am at par with the rest